macs macs macs

i am currently updating from one of nearest and dearest friends macs....
and i am seriously obsessed,
as several of my cousins and friends read this and yet neglect to comment i thnk that all of u should get together and buy me a 12 inch notebook...
i really dont mind having a 13 inch mac because it's waaaaay cute...
and so yes

either way, i have not visited the gym that i apparently pay 51.90 for because my cousin never pays me ... (jk love u cousin)...since monday

and well that's all tragedy and as skyeler and sarissa would say...it's a mess

im a mess, and my baby's birthday is on the 21st and his parents' wedding anniversary is on september, and sarissa and willis' wedding is the day after...

and i seriously need nt lok like a fat tub of lard.

and so anyways...
i realize that this is serious mindless banter...but i need to just breath out all my frustrations with the people i call my parents....

i am currently hiding away and skyeler, gamaur, sarissa, and willis' apartment because my parents aren't adults and place their children in the middle...

my parents also rushed into purchasing a house in riverside, and as i understand that the 1.2 million dollar home that they got for 800 thousand is an excellent investment it was extremely ill prepared.

i do not wanna hear "r u sure ur ready to move out" or "this is a big commitment" blah blah blah...

because i'm ready to ask them if they're ready for the move or if they can handle the big commitment, seeing as they've been badgering me to ask my friends to move into our house..which i might add will seriously invade their privacy...and that's ridiculous...i avoid home because i dont want questions about if any of my friends will move in...

GAAAAAAAAAH

and then...
i'm sorry, but i know that they dont like that my sister got a tattoo...

but for god's sake it's a tattoo of our last name...

she didnt shoot heroin up her arm and have twins as a result of being so high that she was unable to comprehend what she was doing...

now doesnt that sound so much worst then getting a fucking tattoo on ur wrist!!!!

so im tired of the questions about that..
and im just tired...

they're just giving me more and more reasons to not want to be home

i love them so bad and i am soooo thankful...

but i am 22 years old and make a good amount of money, as long as i can handle it im fine...

and i am...

this is a long bitter rant i love u all :)

♥