story of my life

i receive my horoscope everyday at 12pm

check out mine today

On one hand, you enjoy putting your talents to use. On the other, you feel tired of giving and never receiving...

STORY OF MY MOTHER FUCKIN LIFE!

so i want to tell u

that san diego was pretty much the antecdote to everything gone wrong in my life thus far...
i dont think that anyone really understood why i was going out there, and why i needed it so bad...
and for once in my life, i did something i was gonna do for me!
i know it sounds silly to a lot of you, but to be two hours away from home, and everything that's been happening here...
i went somewhere and i had fun, with no worries as to what would happen when i would wake up the next morning, the news i would receive or the hurt i would feel...

and i still cannot put into words all the things i knew and felt...

either way, this weekend, was great


and here are the pictures to prove it
http://www.kodakgallery.com/I.jsp?c=cm7n28s.kjgr75s&x=0&y=-fow571

finally....

so it's the new year...
and i celebrated the start of 2008 with a stomach flu, compliments of my baybeh baybeh from my white family....
i'm hoping that this all clears up because i wanted to really start of this year enjoying my life and really taking care of myself...

a lot has happened in the year 2007 it ended pretty rough, but i started yesterday extremely happy...
i have come to the realization that although not everything always works in your favor, it works out for the best...
i am thankful for all my family and all my friends, they've given me so much support and love, something that i resolve to not take advantage of this year...

the true highlight of 2007 was officially moving out...
it was truly a milestone that i never thought i would accomplish, but when life sees things fit i think that's when things happen...

and so this year, i really want to focus on finishing school and saving money to buy a house...
i'm actually really excited to not spend money so much, but i make my efforts almost everyday of my life to not spend money, and yet i'm still always broke :)

this entry is so choppy i apologize

resolutions:
1. lose weight (what's new, everyone does it)
2. save at least 3k by the end of this year for SOME of the down payment to the house (3k is not nearly enough for a house or condo)
3. get my bachelors degree
4. get promoted at work
5. TAKE CARE OF MYSELF

i have been home all day i feel like a damn broke bum...my seestars bday tomorrow i'm way excited that i'm freaking broke...