korea and all things alike

now as u know i'm moving out...

my parents, my sister, and i will be moving in late august early september to riverside...
in late september my sister will be migrating to westwood UCLA...
and in october, i will be officially on my own,

possibly 09.30.07 all depending upon what the financial situation looks like..
i actually had a very humbling conversation with my father...
well my sister n i did,

he basically told me that he understands my desire for independence and that he'll support me...he like my mother believes that i need to be on my own in order to understand "responsibility"

my boyfriend as well as my cousin and friends had to deter me from purchasing a big ticket item today....
so i mean as long as i have such positive influences in my life i will continue to succeed...

i have managed to do well with my money....
i maintain, and i have no idea how i do but i do...

soon i will be moving out and it's a chapter in my life that i'm EXTREMELY excited for...

today...
i woke up to receive a call from my kid's mom that i can sleep a half an hour more, which turned into 45 minutes, and as usual i was late :)

i had a break after my shift, but was it really a break? my ass went to chino hills, back to norco then afterwards went back to chino hills!

either way i went to 71 after i got some time sheets signed and purchased my main girl kahlie her belated bday gift because god knows i'm the WORST at being on time with those things...

went to anthony's and contracted the "itus"...

went to my last shift and a reeediculously unsanitary home, that smells of urine and feces....
im sorry if i'm too graphic, but seriously, u may not be wealthy but it's not very difficult to clean to the point where the therapists that come in and out of ur house are comfortable, and not scared of contracting a bacterial disease!!!

and im done

i came home and realized my father was leaving for korea tomorrow.

had some daughter father time, my seestar, father and i...

we learned a lot from him, i actually appreciated that time, as opposed all the other times that i do not enjoy his presence..

and its interesting because the conversation was awesome and it wasn't awkward at all,
but i did realize that i need to prove to them and myself that i can do this...

i know that my blogs lately have been full of i'm moving out this and that, but i feel like i'm confirming it all here.
and how embarrassing would that be that i didnt do it and it's on here to haunt me forever that i have no idea how to get my shit together

the fact of the matter is my ass has been spoiled from day one,
and now the daily hustle will be intense enough for me to get my shit together..

i made it so i have more availability at work and still have a good school schedule..
im a little worried about car insurance, and i'm pretty sure my parents are paying for the deductible from this car accident, but if they dont, i might fall apart...no not really, i have enough that i can pay the 500 bucks im just hoping that i wont have to....

im in dire need of time with the following people...
brian
kahlie
my seestar
skyeler
gamaur
sarissa
ali with one l
chelsea clark

if ur name is on this list please call me at ur earliest convenience :)

goodnight