independent woman

well its official, i'm in my very own apartment,
unfortunately i'm updating via itsagrind for their free wireless, and our lack of internet...
TUESDAY DAMNIT!
aside from that and my phobia of spending money .... it seems like i have none

with everything that is entailed with money i have,
the phone bill
and the gym bill (which i just paid)
those two things fluctuate and the fact that my cousin doesnt seem to realize the importance of 20 dollars to me these days makes me extremely tempted to see if i could just take him off!

i'm irritated i think because i'm pretty sure the asshole is avoiding me to pay me.

whatever though, i'm not one to let money come btw me and family...

did u know that it costs 105 dollars to start electricity? is it the lack of rental history?

serious though

then it costs us 80 dollars for the mother fucker to install our shit...
well fuck me sideways because i feel like i'm getting fucked in every way possible with money...
i cant help but feel cynical about our government even more because of all these things i didnt even realize...

our apartment is beautiful, and slowly it's coming together...
with daily visits from skyeler and brian eric the love of my life, time has been passing nicely...
my investment in blockbuster online is exciting....

hmm i should rent something right now!

smooches!